i got a pocket, got a pocket full of sunshine
i got a love, and i know that its all mine
do what you want but you're never gonna break me
do what you want but you're never gonna break me
sticks and stones are never gonna shake me
oh, oh oh.
Another sleepless night spent with my dearest mister banana! And im oh so glad that things are looking on the bright side for us. Not that it was not before, but because of that one particular misunderstanding caused by yours truly, i was so afraid of a dispute breaking between us. Well, im only glad that i made myself clear and feel fucking relieved about it. And to think that all these while, i was the one being paranoid whereas he had already forgiven me since day one. Awww. Thank you for being so understanding and you're oh so sweet larhhh! (:
And last night, was the first ever time that i saw an emotional and sentimental side of him. Not that ive not seen it before. But lets just put it this way, he aint the type to verbalise his feelings openly, but rather he does it with actions, and last night was just, gosh, im so lost for words right now. It was just dreamy. Just absolutely dreamy. Nothing needs to be said. Heh.
Then there was this super super super touching nak mampos moment whereby i totally melted. Im such a sucker for such things larhh. Haahaa. With the breeze blowing to out faces, the waves being so calm, the ambience being just perfect, we sat by the beach, talking about the past, the present, the future, then he got up, held my hand, we took a short walk by the beach before settling for a breezier spot and there we stood on that spot, wrapped in each other's arms and he began his sweet serenade of singing me a song. Pheww~ What a long sentence there.
And i swear halfway throughout the song, i could not control my emotions and shed my tears. That has to be like the most fucking romantic thing anyone has ever done for me larhhh. The string of guys from my past who attempted to do something similar failed i guess. Heh.
Gawddd. Baby you rock my world. (:
And ohh ohh ohh. Banana is like BOTAK now! He's been complaining about his hair and had it recently chopped off. And despite the fact that he's been attempting to hide it from me by wearing his cap, i had him take it off and starting snapping pictures of him and his botakness. Heh. Then he got shiok already and started camwhoring using my phone. Haahaa. And i swear he looks like Tommy from the cartoon Rugrats, but minus the diapers and the barefeet larhh! Haahaa.
Okay time to hit the sack already. Laters people.
&& i didnt think i'd be infected with this love bug.

