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The month of October have been a rather shitty one for me, and the past few weeks have been rather fucked up. Why cant all my months be like September, i wonder. Despite the many many tears i shed and the numerous downfalls i faced, im glad i had friends around me who lifted my spirits up and kept me sane throughout the entire ordeal.

And i have come to realise; that you cant depend on anyone, and not just anyone, eventhough they claim to be your good friend/best friend/cousins or whatever. Screw the mofucks. Its such a wonder how they fake and lie through their teeth and show all the fucking pretence to care, when they dont give a fuck and just pretend somemore. I had enough with all these people. Dont make empty promises you cant keep, and dont fuckingly find me when youre fucking bored.

You come and go, as and when you like, especially when you dont have your fucking guy to fucking please you. And you leave me all the time, thinking im there for you and taking me for granted. What the fuck do you take me for? You worship your guy asthough he's the one who fuckingly gave birth to you, and when things go wrong between the two of you, you come running back to me. Screw you lah. When your fucking guy leaves you again or whatsoever, dont come and fucking find me! You can shed your fucking tears to any fucking tom, dick and harry, and i dont fucking care!

And i had just about enough with friends who had just gotten into new relationships and they fuckingly forget about their friends. Whats up with all these girls? Your fucking cibai so fucking itchy already or what? Its amazing how one fucking dickhead can make you change. Stop pretending to be the goody two shoes infront of your fucking boyfriend and trying to suck up to him lahh. Youre so fucking pathetic.

And fyi, i aint the same. At least when i fuckingly have someone, i still come and fucking find you, and ensure you dont feel fucking left out in my fucking life. And i prioritise my fucking girlfriends first rather than my fucking boyfriend. Get that in your fucking head.

Gosh. I am just so fucking pissed off right now. Nevertheless, there are some true friends out there who fuckingly sincerely care about me and i fuckingly love them to the core! And to that girlfriend of mine who have been sticking with me through thick and thin, despite her having been in a relationship for as long as i can remember, my deepest gratitude goes out to you. Thank you for always being there for me. And i mean, always.

And to those who have read my post and think i might have offended you, take a step back and think twice before putting me down. This is my blog, my say, and if you cant take whatever i have shoved down your throat, then you can fuckingly come and find me and confront me. Then again, no names were mentioned, so if you did feel the slightest bit unhappy, then that's just your conscience getting at you. So fuck off.

p/s. ANA AMALINA, I LOVE YOUUU. (:

The end.