I swear the ending of my October and the beginning of my November has been such a fucked up one. I was close to depression, diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, been super freaking insomniac, forced myself to starvation and the list goes on as such. I dont wanna control all these anymore. Somebody put me in a catatonic mode please. I hate all these anger and anguish. And i so hate my fucking self for this fucking change in attitude.
ONE. I fell out with my parents and was being thrown out of the fucking house.
TWO. Them fucking males species are being damn motherfuckers; and owe me my god damn fucking money. I shall spare none of you fuckers. I swear.
THREE. Because of the fucking shortage of money and my freaking low mood to party, i've missed out on soo many freaking parties and outings. To list; Netty's 24th's Halloween, Irah's Halloween, Bibik's Farewell, Jule's Fort Canning Picnic, Avenged Sevenfold Concert with Simah, Ungu's Concert and blah blah blah.
FOUR. Some girls are just being fucking bitches and annoying the hell out of me. To that one particular bitch out there who has been annoying my Hero buddies and me, screw you motherfucker! For fucksakes, go look in the fucking mirror and knock some sense in your fucking brain! You aint no fucking beauty, and i swear i am gonna hurt you fucking bad if you hurt him again!
FIVE. I already said i hate expectations, so dont fucking expect things from me. I shall lead my fucking life my fucking way and if you dont like whatever im doing, then say it to my face and dont go around pretending to be the innocent one. Fuckheads.
&& go to hell.
you're just another one of my nemesis.
