Im supposed to be asleep now, but i cant, and all because he's out enjoying his ass off while im worried for his safety, and at the same time, im just being a pathetic paranoid android. And its also more of me being rather elated after meeting Syarul earlier on, that im too happy to fall asleep. Heh. Im sucha confused chick. Gawddd.

Its 3:28am, and i just got back, and i have to be at work in another 3 hours to come! Talk about the lack of sleep! Ive been insomniac for the past few weeks, and its starting to bother me. No cough syrups nor sleeping pills have been able to help me one bit. Tempting to go get myself a sickie for later, but i know for sure big sister is soo gonna kill me and put me on the black list at work. Grrrr!

Work was somewhat okay today. Everything went smooth sailing. Wanted to meet him, but he chose clubbing over me(stupid mofo!), and since Syarul has been dying to fetch me from work, i let him do the honours. (:

We chill chill kachang till late, and for once, i was able to forget about my problems and anxiety. I only have Syarul to thank for accommodating to me, and being both my huggy bear and my punching bag. Heh. The unwritten shall be unsaid, for the rest is unimportant. He can have his fun, and i'll continue to have my doubts. Fuckhead.