The eyes are the outcome of a teary night, and a possible infection.

There goes my eyes, and there goes my tears.

And there goes my heart;

bruised and badly wounded.

A teary night and a wounded heart was the outcome of a misunderstanding, or rather, the end of things between me and him. I know i shouldnt be assuming things, but at times when all else fails, i guess you just have to stand back and make a decision, eventhough it may be hurtful. I made that decision, and no matter how much i regret it, i know life has to move on.

I was close to going back into the past; back to my old habits of self-destructing myself. I was close to a great amount of mental and emotional stress. I was close to losing it. But im only ever thankful i have close friends; people whom i can rely on and genuinely care about me when im at my wits end. People who are worth keeping and worth calling them my FRIENDS.

It seems to be a seasonal thing; falling in and out of a relationship. Where did i go wrong; i wonder. While everyone was probably sleeping soundly at home, or perhaps enjoying themselves hitting the clubs, i was sitted at home crying my heart out. It was not until later bit that Brother came home, together with Lufty and Helmy, and they tried their very best to cheer me up. It worked, and i really have to thank the guys. Gotta stay strong and listen to their advise now.

Not forgetting the two people i rang and burst into tears on the phone, thank you for accommodating to me and genuinely caring for me all these while. I love you, girls. Thank you so much, NurShafawati Bte Rokman & Siti Maryana Bte Rahmat! Heh. (:

I guess emotionally im quite a-okay now. Its past 6am, and i gotta try to get some sleep. Another working day later bit. Sigh. Things happen for a reason; and i guess i gotta keep that in mind. I wish you'd realise what you did was wrong. Damn you motherfucker! Heh.