I hate it when im too nice/sincere to people and they just dont give a fuck. They either dont appreciate even the teeniest bit of thing i do, or they are just damn bloody selfish. And most of the times, they are either just plain oblivious to the obvious or god knows whattt. Hell, i can actually count the number of people in my life who are truly nice/sincere. I think ive had enough. Sometimes i wonder; why the hell do i even bother to go the extra mile for some people; when i know they dont even deserve such great lengths i go/do for them. All these self-centred people should realise that the world does not revolve around them; and not everyone will come to their rescue just as and when they like. If you want people to treat you with respect, then learn to treat others with respect first. Either way; you gotta earn it. You cant just go around expecting people to swallow whatever you shove down their throats. Bloody mofucks.
Enough said about that. To whom it may concern; i think its about time i stop being nice to you and treat you the same way you've been treating people. Yes, i may treat you slightly better than the rest of my friends, but only because i thought you deserved my friendship. But i can see now; you dont. I dont understand how you can live such a life; so full of yourself and whatever else. You better think before you talk, cause that razor blade motormouth of yours is gonna get you in hot soup one day. And just when you're about to take a step and tumble, i am not going to be your maiden in waiting and save you. Its about time you learn to be independent yourself. We'll still be friends, alright.
Argh.
Finally i let it off my chest. I dont know how i can stand that persons character all this while. Crappp. Enough said.
The day spent earlier was somewhat fruitful, and not forgetting, tiring. I took the entire afternoon to pack my bag for the trip, but im still not done with it yet. Slow right; i know. And my dearest Mary was kind enough to offer to help me pack. Hurhur. But with all the piles of clothes strewn on my bed and all the mess on my bedroom floor, i dont think much packing would be done. We'd probably be picking up the mess i left earlier. Heh.
Well, met up with Mary later bit in the evening. Walked and talked, and our crazy moments of laughter began as usual. I swear my mouth muscles are aching right now due to all that laughing. Heh. We headed to E!Hub to have our dinner and have our monthly catch-up sessions. Ran into old gfs like Farrah, Dilah, Halimah. And its been ages since i last saw them! Gosh. Well, food was good, ambience was nice, and company was great! Couldnt ask for more. (:
The only ONE thing bugging us today was; being kriingg-kriingged by passing cyclists for SIX times! From my place all the way to Downtown East and during the journey back, bicyclists kriingged their bells like nobody's business. And to think we werent even blocking their way! Bloody citots. If you so obsessed with your bicycle bells, go bell them at home lah sia. Irritating buggers. *rolls eyes big big*
And yes, exactly 12 more hours or so to my flight. Nervous; yes. Excited; yes. Anxious; super yes! Gawddd. I cant wait to go there, and roll in the sun and sea, with absolutely no talk about work and all of life's misery. To all those who's been very kaypoh about my trip; please take note, this is my holiday. The gf and myself will do whatever we please at our own time and our own space. We shall bake ourselves in the hot sun if we want to. All that talk about asking us to do this and that; will be considered after we have fully satisfied ourselves being sun worshippers and lazy bums. Heh.
Well, enjoy the pictures for now. (:
To Maryy;
thanks love for the wonderful evening! Sorry had to make you come all the way down here. Will head there super soon when i get back okay! (:
And after all that good food, im still hungry now. Crap. Gonna sleep this hunger pang off. Nights for now, people.
