11.36am;
and i just got home from my night shifttt.
i do not wish to speak about it.

thinking of the night only makes me super maddd.

6:12am;

24/02 passed away.

deteriorated and saturated within minutes.

condolescence to the kakak's family.

may you rest peacefully with the sang pencipta.

6:35am;

24/09 was toying with us.

AED showed a straight line,

but she was still alive surprisingly.

7:22am;

she died peacefully.

nothing much needs to be said.

both were DIL max ward management,

AND

end stage onco patients.

shagged,

lack of sleep,

mentally drained out,

emotionally disturbed,

i dont know if i can last one more night tonight.

somebody save me please.

i feel like burying myself under my sheets.

and shutting myself from the world.

ward has become a respi&onco dept now.

wtf.

all thanks to the mtf clerk!

say no more.

im heading to bed now.

-till next time-