I miscalculated & procrastinated my time today.
I rushed to the carpark, only to be blasted by you.
Which i think i didn't deserve such treatment in my current state.
I ended up waiting 57mins for you to sayang-sayang the bike.
We were supposed to be happy-happy over dinner today, but you had to start blabbering gibberish and made me upset.
Like as if i'm already not upset over other problems.
I don't know what else to say already.
I might as well end things.
Sometimes i wish life weren't this complicated.
I wish we could turn back time and amend things, and make it all right.
But i know it's impossible.
I hope June will come quick and instant.
I hope uncle will settle my papers once and for all.
And god's willing, things will change once all is settled.
June, come quick.
PLEASE.
Dear GOD, hear my pleas.
My silent prayer shall be said for you, and heard by you.
Only.
Ameen.
