My energy level is declining right now. I don't think i even have any left. None. Zilch. Zero. There's only a certain amount of enthusiasm in me that's slowly fading away. And all because i headed to the clubs last night, went to work in the morning with just 1hour of sleep, met up with Ana after work for lunch and then it was back to my place for our monthly swimming escapade.

And despite being mentally drained out and physically fatigue, the heart to heart talk with Ana was totally therapeutic. Our woes, whimps and rants were exchanged. And i cried; when he told me he was seeing someone else now. And then i laughed; at the sillyness of myself crying for him. I guess mood swings are totally unpredictable.

I'd be lying if i were to say that i'm alright with the fact that he has someone else now. I'm not okay with that. But i can't do anything; for i don't have a say in his life no more. I guess this is it. Back to basics. For now i can only let bygones be bygones and look ahead for future surprises. Meanwhile, here are some pics from our swimming escapade earlier on.