Today's a day i was totally not looking forward to. The departure of a certain good friend. She was leaving us for Adelaide; to pursue her degree in nursing. The very same friend that i've known for the past 13 years. Don't get me wrong. I'm awfully excited that she's gonna pursue her studies, but i just can't help but feel fucking sad that she's not gonna be around for the next 2-3 years.

No more best chica to scream and shout at/with, go partying and get drunk like fcuktards, shop and hang out till the wee hours of the morning, or just do what we usually do best; that is HEALTHY BITCHING!

Looking back at our friendship, we've been ALOT together. And i mean ALOT. No one has ever been in the same path as me, unlike you. And no one can ever understand our crazy friendship. We've been through shits. And i mean REAL SHITS. What's funny is that; we're equally like the best of friends but there's always jealousy in both of us. We argue, we fight, we bitch, we do nasty things to each other, but we always end up in truce.

I'm sorry we've not been spending time together past few months. You had Vik, whereas i had just broken up with Madi, and then with Ilham. I guess i just didn't wanna feel awkward having to face you two lovebirds alone. Yes, that's pretty much dumb reasoning, i know. And i fuckingly regret it.

Today at the airport, there were so many people sending you off. It was as if there were two classrooms full of people just wanting to see you. I felt totally out of place. I felt like i didn't belong in your clique of friends anymore. Besides the usual groupies you had, the rest of them suddenly feel so alienated to me. I feel so suffocated.

I hate to admit; but i couldn't foresee myself saying goodbye to you, therefore i left early with the girls. You know i hate sad farewells, and seeing you off at the gates was something i just didn't want to do. I just didn't want to show you i was in tears, and i hope you understand.

Well, the girls and me headed to Starbucks after that and did a little adventure round the terminals. I guess the girls were just trying to cheer me up. Kuddos to you girls for trying. And we met Ellyas. I swear i could hug that boy to pieces; if only he had more meat on him, that is. So the girls talked and we did a whole lot of catching up. We left soon after and the girls sent me home.

Well, before i head to bed, here are a few thank you's to some people for the day. Thank you, thank you, and thank youuu. =)

To you, Nabilah Syaza,
I wish you the very best in your studies. Study hard and make your family proud alright. I miss you so much, girlfriend, and i can't wait to see you soon!

To the girls, Shikin & Mursh,
Thank you so much for making my night such a cracked up one. Next stop; Cheesecake Cafe! =)

To that bloody ahpek who drove my mum and me,
You damn bloody cheebye! Next time when i direct the route, you better fuckingly listen okay. Dont nabei-ly be a fucking know-it-all. And please change your fucking brakes. No thanks to you that i felt nauseous and had a fucking headache.

& & & last but not least,

To my dearest mummy,
Thank you mother for the lovely spa treat! It was lovely. And i really enjoyed your company. Love you loads. Xoxo.